I was perusing an artifact from about thirteen, fourteen years ago? A strange work of art made in collaboration with another guy while we were working a job that gave us time to do things with our hands. There’s a kind of intensity to it that boggles my mind – so much work went into this thing, so much creativity. Makes me wonder – was that it? The apex of my life, from which all else is downhill? If so, that was a rather shameful waste of an entire human existence. It is fundamentally not good.
Well, another year is dawning soon, and with that another opportunity to prove to myself that I can still make good stuff happen. 2022, Hell save us.