Important matters matter, but world headlines of the last three months (hell, year) have worn me out. I keep watching, can’t change what’s happening, and can’t look away.
Also, the survivor’s guilt is getting to me. Back in March, April, May, I was laughing about how normal things are here. Now it’s not funny at all as the number of friends directly affected keep piling up. I doubt anyone checked the time zones and time of posts or comments, but I’m not sleeping well. It’s 6AM here now, and I still haven’t been to bed. It’s like that most nights for months.
For the immediate future, I’m sticking to frivolous and fun stuff just so I don’t implode.