The decree is signed and before a judge. He has promised to sign it next week.
Thus ends over a year of absolute hell. I have become a new person, through this journey, and am much happier now than I have been in the last 18 years. Funny how perspective changes when you’re finally alone and see your past life from the outside.
I will be writing again, as everything calms down and my routine comes into view. I won’t be saying much about the specifics of the woman I divorced, though, because I want her to succeed in life, as the mother of my six children, and my lover for 18 years. I loved that woman with everything I knew about love, which I now consider to be a faulty understanding.
I won’t even pretend to know what love is, but I now know what it isn’t.
Love you all. Thanks for reading and having the patience of a sloth who just found a pool of perpetually warm mud.