I was originally going to call this post âA Dykeâs Defense of Blowjobs,â but lots of my readers get these posts sent as email, and I thought some of you might not appreciate having that subject line show up in your In box….
I recently found out that thereâs been an entertaining flare-up in the blog-world about blowjobs. It all started when Twisty of âi blame the patriarchyâ said, on the topic of blowjobs, that âno woman, since the dawn of the patriarchal co-option of human sexuality, has ever actually enjoyed this submissive sexbot drudgery.â Several other folks have been joining in the fun, including on Salon and even the Daily Kos (although there the conversation quickly degenerated into a argument over whether it was a waste of time and energy to discuss blowjobs when people are dying in Darfur).
So of course, I have to throw my belated hat into the ring. Here it is: my dykeâs defense of blowjobs.
Please note: Very personal sex talk ahead. If that will embarass you, please turn the page.
I love going down on my lover. I love it partly because I love it — but I love it largely because I love giving her pleasure. And I donât mean that in a noble, self-sacrificing, martyred way, or even in a kinky submissive way. Giving her pleasure is unbelievably hot. When I go down on her, I get completely lost in her pussy and in her pleasure. It works almost like a meditation to get me out of my head and into my body, and when itâs going especially well, it feels like my tongue is a clit. Itâs fun. Itâs sexy. I love it. And besides, it feels so very lesbian.
But in fact, Iâm not a lesbian. Iâm bisexual. Itâs not completely inconceivable that I might have wound up in an LTR with a man instead of a woman.
And if I had, Iâd feel exactly the same way.
Okay, not exactly the same way. Iâm not quite as crazy about cock as I am about pussy. But pretty damn similar. Iâve certainly felt that way when Iâve been involved with men in the past.
And hereâs what I want to know. If you donât feel that way — then what the hell are you doing involved with men? If you think giving men sexual pleasure is patriarchal drudgery, why on earth would you have sex with them at all?
Of course, there should be some sort of reciprocation. It always bugs me to see studies about how more teenagers today are having oral sex instead of âregularâ sex — because I know damn well that means blowjobs for the boys, not muff-diving for the girls. Of course men shouldnât be assholes about it — no hair-grabbing or deep-throating without specific negotiation beforehand, guys. And of course, if you absolutely hate giving blowjobs (or any other particular sex act), naturally you shouldnât do it.
But donât act like your personal gross-out is some sort of righteous political stance. Thatâs just ridiculous. Most people like giving their lover pleasure. Some of us like doing it with our mouths. If you donât, then donât do it. You have every right to your quirks — but they donât make you a superior feminist.
And for Godâs sake, please donât start pulling the âno woman likes that and if she says she does sheâs a co-opted tool of the patriarchyâ bullshit. Iâve now heard that about spanking, buttfucking, porn-watching, porn-writing, and just about every other kind of sex that I love. Iâm sick unto death of it. Can feminists please stop telling other women what they do and donât like in bed — and stop trying to make other women feel bad because they donât like the right things?
Thoughts? About blowjobs, or the political complications of male-female sex, or how we should all be ashamed of ourselves for wanting to talk about this instead of the slaughter in Darfur?
Oh, and a quick shout-out to the Nettles here (my longsword dance team). I polled them tonight about whether my next blog posting should be about North Korea, Matthew Barney, or blowjobs — and blowjobs won unanimously. Global politics and conceptual art are just going to have to wait.