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Numb

I should be feeling today, but I can’t really. I just started a new migraine medication, and aside from sleepy, I can’t feel much of anything at all. With 20 minutes warning (because I hadn’t been checking my email), I switched radio show guests to someone whose name I didn’t recognize when I saw it. It took some calculation and rushing, but I wasn’t nervous. So yay for side effects, I guess.

But to the extent I can feel, it hurts me to be numb today. It hurts me to look at the George Zimmerman verdict and feel nothing but tired.

We can’t afford tired. There are things that need to be done. There is a world that needs to be fixed, people to be protected. There are corrosive ideas that need to be dismantled.

We need to stop thinking that dark skin, poverty, conventions in speech, conventions in music, or conventions in clothing make someone a danger to us. We need to recognize that those are merely what mark someone as an outsider to what we have decided is the core of our culture, and that we are always much more of a danger to outsiders than they are to us. We have more to defend. We’re almost never told we don’t have the right. There are more of us.

We need to stop pretending that guns make us safer, that handguns for “protection” are anything but a solution looking for a problem. We need to stop pretending gun culture isn’t more interested in protecting gun culture than anything else. We need to stop pretending that guns aren’t used in this country to protect the unequal status quo at least as much as anyone’s physical well-being.

We need to stop acting as though “white” isn’t an interest group but any other ethnicity is. We need to explicitly account for that when we’re electing sheriffs, judges, and state and county attorneys. We need to explicitly account for that when we select juries and decide which press sources to trust.

We need to stop pretending that modern U.S. politics have not been swept by a reactionary element that makes historical divisions of left and right, Democrats and Republicans moot. We need to learn to recognize ALEC-drafted legislation wherever it pops up and quash it, then we need to take political power away from anyone who considers ALEC anything but the threat to participatory democracy that it is.

We need to stop making it profitable for anyone to drag people into our criminal justice system. We have to recognize the incentives that have been put in place and that the burdens of such a hungry system will always fall on the people we already think are fair game to be chewed up and spit out. We have to understand that any of us could be labeled “criminal” but that only some of us will be because they don’t have the same tools for resisting the label.

We need to stop pretending that these ongoing tragedies are unavoidable. We need to take responsibility for the memes and the systems we perpetuate that make them much more likely. We need to act to fix the problems even when our individual actions don’t make much difference, because keeping things the way they are now is not a tolerable solution.

I can’t feel these things today, but I know them. And it hurts me to be tired with these facts staring me in the face. Even without being able to feel much, I know that these are urgent.

Comments

  1. Stevarious, Public Health Problem says

    We need to stop acting as though “white” isn’t an interest group but any other ethnicity is.

    It’s such a powerful and deeply entrenched interest group that it doesn’t even need lobbyists.

  2. CaitieCat says

    Yes. All of this.

    And before any of my fellow Canadians try and get all moral-high-horsey about it, we’re a long, long way from immune to these very types of concern, as you’ll hear if you listen to Canadian POC.

    I feel kinda…stunned. Not that I didn’t expect it, but on some level, I was really hoping they’d accidentally picked a jury who would take the entire context into account, and not dismiss a young woman’s testimony because they disapproved of her sociolect. And I know that what I’m feeling is just a little piece of what Black folk in the US, and who visit the US or have relatives or business there, are feeling. So now I’m gonna shut up about how I’m feeling, and go read the words of some people who are probably hurting a lot worse than me.

  3. hjhornbeck says

    I wish I could give you a spoon, too. Have you considered camping sporks instead? They’re lightweight, flexible, and make a great emergency shiv..

  4. says

    I wanted to let everyone know what a great job I thought Stephanie did this morning on our Atheists Talk radio show, interviewing Cecil Bothwell by herself, with almost no notice, after our scheduled guest, Amanda Knief, had last-minute laryngitis.

    How many of us could come up with 50 minutes of interesting conversation, on-the-spot, with a stranger? I knew his city council case was worth 15 minutes, but what to do after that?

    Kudos Stephanie! We will be renewing your volunteer’s contract at double your current salary.

  5. ischemgeek says

    Caitiecat, you’re exactly right.

    We Canadians need to consider the Highway of Tears and the tropes of “government paychecks” for the first nations people (as just two examples) before we try to claim the high horse in these situations.

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